if you see this writing, i
think you're in a wrong way
you're
still here? i said you're wrong..
i want to
say bullshit of this situations,
what
happen? i also don't know
i can't
believe this happening to me. i don't know what is this
i don't
know
mixed
feelings but there is no trigger, feelings blues dominant over the other
feelings.
could
laugh and happy at the right time, but after that back to blues
seem you
thought crying helps to vent this feelings, but i thought what for.
couldn't
feel relieved but more depressed. people seen me crying and blues, but they
ignored when they
know what me do for no reasons. cause
there is no reasons..
what's
next? talk to other people? do consultations? talk to family? i thought it
isn't the answer.. it is not
the answer, what shloud i tell, nothing to tell. it's clear right, no reason
why me blues,
why me
crying..
i think
i'm stressed out with no reasons. hate
someone and harbored? mmm it's natural right? just because hate someone and
harbored.
they
disparaged me, i must to do the same? i knew isn't right. eventually all can i
do is silence.
play it
safe
i do
something right, never hate them, never do the same as them. the right answer
is harbored.
even
though bad for my health. harbor hate feelings cultivate deep hate
feelings more. i wanna
say fuck
them. but it's wrong way.
I do something wrong? but why in all of the situations they're always blame
me? i knew
now, all this time my stress becausen't outsider, but the insider around
me. although i has
forgotted
it several times, but it's happening again. and keep continues
why
"kamboja" flower? i don't know. i think this flower which very representative
this situations.
first glance this flower looks beautiful, but at the same time looks sacred and
mistical.
the reason, this flower in indonesian found a lot in graves. already understands the connections?
to the point. this feelings make me think out louds death is the way out. narrow minded? whatever you thought, clearly from the beginning i said, you seen this writing is a mistakes.
so, go away!
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